Sometimes you need to run away, just to see who will come after you.

The most heartwarming thing of all.

2009-08-09T17:06:00.003+08:00

Must everything you do.
Make me want to smile.
When you told me you wanted to download Audi.
I was more than happy to help you <3 .
Last night was the best.
Thanks, you're still the one I love.
Even though, we're just friends.
It was like having a heart to heart talk with you.

Thanks K.
iLuvK, no doubt about it.

Up and you're down!

2009-08-08T19:57:00.002+08:00

K's the cutest.
Juney's my one & only.
Est Mama is always my dearest.
Matmat is the funny and cheeky one :D

I've a life to lead.
I'll be happy from today onwards ^^.
Off to play all my fav. games at Facebook!

I'm still holding on and it's still love.

Speechless.

2009-08-07T15:58:00.001+08:00

Off to Audi and maybe try out the PS that Aja told me about :D
It should be fun :)

P.S Juney Wifey, thanks always and luvvbbs you!

A twinge of heartache.

2009-08-05T21:13:00.001+08:00

It's not about k anymore.
But about, somebody who I saw today.
And the thing is, I can't stop thinking about his face.
When he looked at me.
I need advice..

看到你，我不得不心痛.

Dedications.

2009-08-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

My Juney Wifey is the sweetest.

I've given up on k, for sure.
No more sad memories.
Plain friends.
Happy for me ? :D

They're the cutest human beings :D

2009-08-02T20:37:00.006+08:00

I'm in a good mood today.
Only had math tuition in the morning :D
Skipped English tuition today !
Anyways, Ms Oh also never teach what.
I shall have a blast at tuition tomorrow instead.
Life has been about my dearests lately.
Went out with Yunyue today.
I got my black braided hairband, was super happy about it.
And I got a O+ Blood Donater Keychain thingy.
--
I introduced Yunyue to Shokudo :D
She likes the food there ^^.
I wanna see my mouthcandy all of a sudden.
And there's this ringing noise in my ear.
Irritating, I think it's because I'm too heaty..
There's nobody at home now.
Cause, they all went to temple with my Granny & Aunt.
I wanted to go too :(
But, I couldn't because I'm having my period.
I wanted to go to see the cute guy.
Okay, something is clearly wrong with me, somewhere.
Maybe, I Miss that particular somebody too much.
The chances I'm taking, are too risky. :D

It's better after, you talk it out.

2009-08-01T08:42:00.005+08:00

Problems, problems and more problems.
Life isn't that easy anymore.
I've tuition almost every evening.
I dread Tuesdays the most and I fucking hate Chemistry.
I come back from school at around 3 to 4 plus.
Then, I want to have a nap.
If not, I will sleep during tuition or something.
And, to me that is a very rude thing to do.
I don't think that I need Science tuition,
Even if I'm failing very badly.
I don't care, it's not like I'm gonna become a science student in the first place.
My Maths is improving, having math tuition is fine for me.
But, day after day.
Whenever I speak about my tuition,
I get hurt deep inside and I cry.
Now, they want to ban my computer.
It's like, trying to tell me to rip my liver/eyeball/heart out
And give it to some hobo.
Even though, there maybe some problems with my family.
I still have friends who are there for me always.
Like in class,
Brandon, ShuPing, KahChing, IsabellaP, VivianT asked how I was.
It was nice of them to do so..
But, I'm not those type of person,
Who goes to school, crying.

Recently, I did.
I felt really very helpless.
I need a direction in life.
My life can't always be about tuition/studies.
You know what's the only thing that's making me happy now?
Playing Audi with my friends..
Like, Est Sq Juney Yunyue, etc.
It's like that is the only time, i feel relived of all my stress.
They make a important part in my life,
because they are all my dears.
Even though, I maybe crying every time I talk about tuition.
They'll always be the ones who are cheering me up.

Dedicated to my loved ones :
Even though, I'm always the one who is 小气.
Even though, I'm always the one who can't audi with you'll.
You must still know, you are the one who cheers me up whenever, and wherever.
To think that, you're even closer to me than my real family members.
You're more than family.
You people are what I live for now.
It's never about k anymore,
Even though I may get sad over him.
But, you're still the dearest people in my life.
I'll try my best to help you'll in whatever you'll are going through.
Like I know what you'll are doing to help me now.
These thoughts and kindness of you people,
Are greatly appreciated by me.
And thanks for everything, seriously.

Sorry MUMMYPOKO :D

Cried at tuition last night,
Was talking to Ms Oh.
She was understanding.
And so was the others.
Thanks to Yunyue especially,
She's a friend worth having.
My Mouthcandy asked about my cheeks though.
Cute guy.
He's a colour-wolf/rainbow-wolf.
Hahaha, they were also talking about sagging _____ .
Maybe, to go to amk for tuition, is also another way for me to distress.

♥EST,SQ,JUNE,YUNYUE.

Edited : 9.00pm

Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today.

Hmms, I Miss K.
He'll be back tomorrow.
I guess..

Everybody is getting married!♥

2009-07-24T19:47:00.003+08:00

My Love and Wifey both got married!♥
However, I only got Wifey's SS.
Last long,

I'm not a perfect person,
I can't things that are perfect to your eyes.
Nowadays, when I do things for people.
I get worried, they may not be happy about it?

HAIZ. BYE
LOVE MA, JUNE AND MATMAT!

Married! In audi.

2009-07-19T12:15:00.004+08:00

It was kind of a last minute thing.
But at least, all my loved ones were present :D
I even had some special guests :D
Like -Crazy and ~Syaoran~ :D
And yeah, they were the most sporting :D
On such a happy occassion,
I didn't suan Ped also.
And congrats matmat, for winning the expert competition :D
Slight headache now.
I'm gonna go audi again soon.
And it was a real memorable event ;hoho.

Thanks to : -Kismet, Jov, -Woolala, -Kismat, -Crazy, ~Syaoran~, -PeDiGr3e- :D

Edited 7.14pm,
Just came out of audi.
I am sad, angry and unable to say my feelings out.
Aiya, whatever lah.
Treat you as well as I can.
In the end, can totally ignore me.
It must be my fault again, somehow.
I 小气 can?
I don't get my usual smses from you anymore.
Even though, you still care.
It's not the same like before.

HELLO! :D I know you miss me!

2009-07-18T11:43:00.002+08:00

It's been 7 days since I last posted.
Lots of things happened, and some are sad, some are happy.

GWEN IS NICE , CUTE , ADORABLE , KIND , GENEROUS, CONSIDERATE :3 ?
LOVE GWEN OK OK OK OK OK :$ ?
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

Haha, this is Matmat's dedication to me :D
Even though, I asked him to post one. LOL
Now audi has SuperJunior - It's You.
Audi has taste ^^

Sunday 12/07/09.
- The first time I saw my eyecandy.
He was having this tug-and-war session with Enid.
Very funny, but I kind of looked at him.
And he looked back, it was a quick eye-to-eye.
Didn't think much about him then.
Tuition was cancelled that day.
So just stayed at amk, to play Battleship with Enid & Wayne & Yunyue & Kaixin.

Monday 13/07/09.
- The second time I saw my eyecandy.
When I went into the room, I came out.
Cause I saw Jt, I didn't want to be in the same room as him.
Afraid that he might ask me questions about k.
He's just so irritating.
I didn't really notice that my eyecandy was inside.
I sat outside and waited.
Then, when I went in.
It was like, "Eh, it's him."
Then, it was a complete session of fun,laughter and ridiculous mocking of others.
I saw k's friend's friend.
My eyecandy left a very great impression of him on me.
He is those type of quiet, blurr guy that smiles when everybody smiles!

Tuesday 14/07/09.
- Had this feeling maybe I'll see him again.
But, it wasn't him.
But it was k.
My heart like kind of dropped, when I heard Jt say his name.
I wanted to scold him, when I didn't see k.
But indeed, he was there.
I rushed home, cause there was tuition.
And I wanted to him to be out of my sight.
I felt like crying actually.
But, crying wasn't my thing.
When I'm outside.

Friday 18/07/09.
- 3rd time seeing my eyecandy.
I think he's a Indonesian.
Aiyah, who cares.
He's cute can already.
Every time I see him.
I feel happy.

Won't be seeing him anymore, I guess :D
I'm off to audi.
Shall post with photos soon.

Est Mum, June Wifey, SQ Matmat.
It's been so long ):
I Miss you'll.

Only for you.

2009-07-12T14:11:00.008+08:00

My heartaches for you.
Cause, you're ruining your own life.
Its funny how a heart is two tear drops upside down.

I'm seriously like addicted to SuperJunior.
Yesung is my favourite.
Yuyun likes Ryeowook!
I was attracted to Ryeowook at first.
But then, I realised.
Yesung is the right one for me ♥ !
I'm playing Crazy planets now.
I'm gonna go prepare for tuition soon.
Haiz, I feel sad.
But, there's nothing much I can do.

Photos, for you to enjoy!

Matmat is finally a WorldStar :D
I did 188bpm FM OKAY?!
My cute audition cpl♥.
-Kismat+-Kismet+-Kisluv = ♥ !
I can't find the ss for my Lvl 19. Ohwell..
I made it through the 1st round :D

It's not that I can't live without you
It's that I don't even want to try.

Edited : 8.24pm

My dearest Wifey, I Love You June Lim!

My head hurts like freakkk.
Maybe it's because I'm too heaty and excited about tmr.
I don't feel like attending school tomorrow.
Ain't feeling well, haiz.

That's how married we are okay? :D

Let's pretend we're alone.

2009-07-11T11:18:00.004+08:00

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me.

Vulnerable, impossible.

To truly love and trust someone is to give them your heart knowing that they can break it.

Ahhhhh! He's so adorable <3 !

This is my masterpiece! Yuyun's RyeoWook is also in there!

Update more later :D !

Yay! Finally end of the week.

2009-07-10T20:35:00.002+08:00

It's finally the end of the week.
For school that is.
I'm sick and tired of school.
Arghs, that's about it.

Haha! Cute right ? :D

I'm really happy+sad nowadays.
I need to be away from my family sometimes.
Because, I don't know when my parents are ever gonna have pms.
Or menopause-symptoms.
I'm in love with SuperJunior!
Yayyyyyness! :D
You know, sometimes.
I really hope there can be somebody who can relate to what I'm feeling right now.
I really don't know what to do anymore.
I've mixed up feelings all thanks to him.
And I don't want people to tell me, It's his fault.
Cos, It's mine.
For not wanting to let him out of my mind..

You know.
It wasn't easy putting up a strong front when I was talking to you a week ago.
1 week ago, you asked for break.
1 week ago, acted as if I was fine.
1 week ago, I tried not to cry.
1 week ago, My heart died.
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.
I wish I had the guts to walk away from what we had. But I can't because I know you won't come after me, and that's what hurts the most.
When I saw you I liked you, when I liked you I loved you, when I loved you I lost you.
I wanna be remembered as the girl who always smiled.
The one who could always brighten your day.

I guess what my friend said was right.
Having a guy dump you and say "We can still be friends"
Is like having your mom say "Your dog died but you can still keep it"

Less of him, each and everyday.

2009-07-09T18:17:00.003+08:00

Totally in love with Super Junior nowadays.
How can all 13 of them look so adorable ?
Even ShinDong okay?
He maybe a bit chubbier than the rest.
But, I'm sure he works as hard as the others.

There's a part where ShinDong stands infront okay?
I think his mates recognise him as a member.
So they put him infront of that dance.
And who say FAT PEOPLE CANT DANCE?
Arghs, I get flared up.
Whenever there are people who discriminate ShinDong.
Just because he is different from the rest of the other members.
Okay, maybe I can relate to him.
Thats why bah :\
Here is another video of them singing Sorry Sorry :

Hmms, shall update later.
If possible.
June Wifey is mine.
Est mama, cheerup.
Matmat, Wants to TAG SI ME ): .
Nevermind I like. LOLOL!

Lesser and lesser each day.
I'm letting go of this pain.
You're not feeling it,
Why should I?
Hmms, I enjoy laughing in people's faces.
Even though, i don't mean it.
It's because of you,
I've to accept the face that.
I've lost you forever.

I Like it uh huh, uh huh.

2009-07-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

When I told my friends about it.
They all said it was a stupid reason.
Yeah, I agree it was.

Life has been really great recently.
yeah, thanks to my dears.
I'm married to June Lim on facebook!
I Love her alot.
Please don't steal her away from me.
Tyvm.

Okay got to go, chiong my social studies essay!
And my road name English journal thingy.
Haizzz, ♥Est,June,SQ <- All So Cuteeee&Lovely! :x

I Miss Him,
Tell me how can I not ?

Hmmmms, its the day

2009-07-05T11:02:00.002+08:00

Super Junior is the love.
For now.

Edited: 8.59pm
Sorry mama, I can't help much..

Im lying.

2009-07-04T12:30:00.004+08:00

I've been lying so much that.
~~I wish I could slap myself.~~

I ain't happy.
But, I still haha to everybody.
I promise them, I'll cheer up.
But, I keep on thinking about him.

I'm hurt, somehow.
I can't believe this is happening.
I'm gonna buy clothes later.
Hope it'll make me feel better.

Edited : 8.34pm
Wasted darn alot of money,
But it did make me feel better.
Bought a Jenga necklace.
Can play with them at tuition tomorrow.
Hmmms, tmr will be such a drag.
4 hours of English tuition.
I still luv it though!
Hmmms, i got a booboo on my index finger.
Some guy at my tuition, can't stop playing with his short pants.
I told Est Mum, & she told me don't look.
Even though he was hawt.
I always listen to my Est Mum.

June Wife, you're my one & only.
Lololol, like we stead :x ;shy!

Hmmmms. Anybody wanna follow me on twitter ?
Follow me on twitter
Bye world.

I don't care what had happened. I've to forget about this matter. I've to move on and lead a better life. Because I don't want my loved ones to be disappointed about me, because of you. Even though, I may see you tmr. We're still friends. I need to smile and act like nothing has happened. It may be difficult, but I still have to try. I will stop being sad and cry over you, cause they all tell me. You ain't worth it, including you. You're always the reason, if somebody asks me what I'm thinking about. Your life is screwed up, so is mine. Happy? I'm gonna cheerup. Haha, you should be happy that, from today onwards. I'm moving on and stop crushing on you :)

♥ EstSqJuneKhaiYunyue

2009-07-03T16:25:00.003+08:00

Hmmms, still no reply yet.
I'm used to it alrdy :D

I must smile more, because my June Wifey is smiling !
I'm gonna see him on Sunday anyways.
Lalalalala, Sunday maybe be the worst or the best.
Lololol, ~~heartache~~ :/
I've been completing my homework on time.
Weird uhs.
Schoolwork for me has been improving.
I think Mrs Ong is gonna be a fine teacher.
She always ask me pay attention.
Stop playing with my talking watch -.-!
My japanese talking watch is seriously getting on my nerves! (LOL)
Okay, shall go and slack alrdy.
May update in the night again.
WHERE ARE MY FREAKING TAGS ): ?

Poof, bye!

Edited : 7:09pm
It ended even earlier, hmms.
The reason was quite typical I guess.
I'm still crushin'
But, I won't be so foolish anymore.

It's like loving you, but I can't have you.

2009-07-01T21:32:00.003+08:00

Everything almost ended today.
I'm sad, but I can't do anything.
I love you, but can only keep quiet.
We're together, but we don't want any other people poking into our business.
It's fate, like Sq said.
It may hurt to love you, but I still have to continue.
Even if we may end on sunday, I may cry.
But, so what.
At least we tried.

I love you, but everytime when I start to think about you liking that girl. I get flared up. I fuucking don't know why. Maybe after 1 year 2 months and 12 days of crushing on you, something like this happened. I've never expected it. You asked, not me. But why am I the one who's hurting like mad ? In a r/s, I understand one will give more than the other, and definitely I'm the one giving more, i think.. No matter what, Kluv. I like you, and that's that. I seriously, hope we won't end :\ Luv you.

Thanks Matmat and Mum for everything,

Hye/Hi :D

2009-06-30T15:30:00.006+08:00

I Love my kluv alotalot.
:D And I miss all my dearests/wifey/noobeh.

Edited : 6:56pm
Was pretty upset last night.
But, it was all better in the morning.
With his text.
I'll still be happier, if there could be once..
Just once, he would text me.
Without me texting him first.
Hmmms.
No matter what, I still like you.

Edited again : 9:55pm
June wifey, CHEERUP!
IF NOT I'LL SMACK YOUR BUTT.
EHHEHEHEHEHEHZ, :D
My wifey is always smiling never frowny.

Est Mummy.
You've been a great help to me always.
Just never go back to your old self.
Please, I love you!

Matmat Noobeh.
Thanks for everything ! :)

I'm serious, when I say I want nobody but you.

2009-06-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

Hmms, things haven't been going so well.
You're still so cold.
I don't know what to do.
So, i could either confine myself in audi.
Or studying.
So, I won't think much about us.
Aiya, I don't know why I'm typing so much.
You won't even read this or know how I feel, right ? ^^

I'm off to audi now.
I can't be bothered with Ncelz.
I've completed like 70% of my work.
I'm not gonna do anything else.
I'm gonna print out the chinese survey thingy at 8pm for HCL project.
Everything in the world sucks okay?
Totally suck.
I don't even have the mood to eat.

Pretty seasons of love.

2009-06-27T18:11:00.002+08:00

Thanks for everything luv.

Went to the flea today with yunyue, got lots of things at a cheap price :D
I got a fredflare limegreen japanese talking watch at $16!
:D Yayyyyyyyyy~
Even though I don't understand, it's still kewl.

Mum, don't worry.
Anything, I'll be here.♥

Est Mama, June Wifey ♥

2009-06-26T20:00:00.004+08:00

Awww, she's like the cutest!
She's JunPyo crazy btw.
Haha, I Miss Her too!
But, I'm gonna like go and find her soon in audi!

I promised Est mama, I'll eat dinner :D
But Ma dont wanna cook ):
So, I shall eat mayonnaise with bread.
Okay, maybe Ma will buy KFC later :D
My dearest Khai erzi is just so cute recently.
Hahas, don't know whats wrong with him.
Sq noobeh = Matmat!
That's what I like to call him nowadays!
Don't you think, it's like so cute ? :D
But Est mama is so uncareful okay?
That she fell down the stairs.
I hope nothing serious :\
Hais, mama next time I shall get you non-slippable slippers/sandals/shoes.
And, I Love Love Love Luv Luv Luv You :D

K smsed me today.
It was so sweet to me.
Even though it wasn't much of a chat.
Hope there will be more to come.
And when I said I wanted a new goal in life.
It's still gonna be K.
But together with Est Mama, SQ Matmat, June Wifey, Yunyue Smiley.
They are my priority in life now.
Cos, they'll cheer me up whenever and wherever.

AND COPYCAT BITCH,
STOP TEXTING ME LAH.
KAOPEH -.-
Your senior going away ask me for what ?
I from your school mehs ?
How would I know what your senior want or like what ?
Reply asap ?
I don't want lehs. -.-

K said he has something to tell me later.
Hmmms, what do you think it'll be ?
I also don't know.
Lol :D
Okay, after whatever he say.
Then, it'll be audi time with Est Mama, SQ Matmat, June Wifey.

After so long.

2009-06-25T13:35:00.004+08:00

After so long, I'm finally blogging again!
June Hubby is the cutest :D
Est Mummy is my dearest !
SQ Noob is so funny :D
These few days were all about them :D

But yesterday was very enjoyable!
I went out with 603-ians :D
Everybody changed alot, except Deborah.
She's still the same, in a good way :D
I AM FREAKING ADDICTED TO L4D.
But because I don't have the habit to go to the LAN anymore.
So, I'm very troubled right now ):
Then, after L4D i went shopping with Cheryl and Stephanie at Wisma :D
We tried this desert called macarons(sp?)
It was superb :D
Then we just went home!

All these ss-es below, show how cute June were :D

I was too much, really too much.

2009-06-22T10:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was like filled with alot of emotions.
I think all the emotions I have were like out,expressed.
And regarding the earlier post, nothing le.
I didn't understand.
I hurt Sq, I'm really sorry.
More compliments next time.
I promise, you do deserve them.
I felt really like horrible yesterday night.
Like wtf, was wrong with me ?
SHOOT SHOOT SHOOOT SHOOT, maybe because too hyped up.
Then whtever rubbish also say.
Slept at 11 plus.
Woke up at 5am.
Had to go for the prayers.
Had to take pictures for them.
There was this really cute guy, hahas.
Shan't elaborate much.
Told mama abt it :D
Do you know how proud I was ?
At the temple,
Cause My uncle was holding the biggest dragon head thingy.
And it was held by my maternal grandfather before.
It was a real honour and I was so happy.
To see my uncle taking over what my grandfather did before.
It made me really happy, when I saw my uncle rushing out first.
Mum said, it was the biggest dragon head the temple had.
For you'll who don't know,
My uncle/grandfather ain't people from the dragon/lion dance troupe.
It's a temple kind of thing.
Enough about temple talk (:
See some ss-es ? :D

I think this is sweet, but I think got typo O.O
This guy was wearing high boots -.-

I'm unimportant

2009-06-21T19:01:00.000+08:00

I'm not that person,
You'll tell anything to anymore.
You'll tend to care even more to the other side.
Yeah, so wht if i've known you for long ?
Everytime I see the 2 of you together.
I can only, "Huhs? Again.. Okay lo."
So everytime I play audi i ain't happy anymore.
I just feel like crying now.
Cos, even Sq is like leaving alrdy.
I don't know what fking wrong I did.
Yeah lah, after reading this post .
I'm still the childish fking idiot, who don't have anybody she can trust anymore.
You know why ?
Cause, even the friend that she feels is the closest to her.
Is relying on other people.
So yeah okay.
Why am I crying now ?
Hahahahaha, No use what.
Thought you were alone in audi.
So chiong home to see whether you're okay or not ?
Thought maybe would have the chance to play with you.
Even went to buy cash during my break.
Thinking that maybe can mega you, to make you happy.
That won't matter anymore.
Haha, other people would be 100000000000000000000% more impt to you.
Cos, you'll rather tell them than tell me anything.
Making me have to guess what had happen.
Everything is a long story.
I'm sorry for being such a useless friend.
Hahah, best thing is.
I shall never step into audi anymore.
Cos, that's the place where I'll see her with you.
I don't hate her.
I hate myself for being so useless.
Fk everything.
When I'm sad or unhappy.
I won't try to tell you.
I feel that its adding onto whatever you have alrdy.
It might even affect your mood anymore.
I don't know what to do or who talk to now.

My life is better than a dream.

2009-06-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream.

Today = Kind Of A Boring Day.
Till around evening/night.
I'm syncing my iPhone now.
New Songs are added in.
I'm gonna have dimsum tmr with grandma and Wayne!

Can you see my highlighted extensions ? :D
Before I removed them, Aja took a picture of me!

I need a new goal in life, it can't always be k.

Fun and happy.

2009-06-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

It was real fun.
Yeah hahas :)

Happy Birthday Mum.

Really fucked up.

2009-06-16T16:40:00.000+08:00

I don't know whether you'll read this or not.

I felt miserable just now.
For the first time I felt happy in Audi.
When I saw the 3 of us together.
Shouldn't have asked you to come play.
Maybe you would have been happier in maple.
And me and mama would have been happier in Audi.
You know now, I feel so horrible.
Because, it seems like all my fault.
I came back to S'pore seeing things like that.
How disappointed did I feel ?
Oh well, when I heard about what happened.
The more disappointed I get, in you.
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, what other more to say ?
You might even hate me now, for what I'm typing now.
And last time, it was all perfect cos,
When I turned my head to the East, there was Est Mama.
Then I turn my head to the West, there was you.
Now, I turn my head to the East, nobody by my side.
Then I turn my head to the West, still nobody in sight okay?

This is a fucking barrier I've to overcome.
Because, it's between 2 of my loved ones.
You know typing all these, might even make mama.
Not want to show her real feelings in front of me anymore.
But the problem is, I'm sad for her.
I'm angry and sad for you.
I am trying to make things happier for you and mama.
But, it ain't working.
I'm such a failure.
Fuuck everything -.-!

I'm back like finally.

2009-06-15T20:21:00.001+08:00

Shall be off to watch my Boys Over Flower (Recorded).
After I'm finished with this post :D
My trip to Genting was horrijible.
Cos I Missed :
1. Est Mum
2. SQ Noob
3. Seng Kor
4. All my tuition buddies ):
All in ascending priority.

The trip really suck alot.

Bye & I Miss K ):

Away.

2009-06-12T07:21:00.000+08:00

Will be away from,

12 June to 15 June.

So yea, take cares and continue tagging :o !

Fun, love and laughter.

2009-06-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

Met up with mama and noob yesterday.
To me it was a very tiring trip,
I had to go from Serangoon to Amk to FarEast to Tampines.
But, it was a very fruitful trip.
As I got to see my dearest Est Mum.
And I got to see alot of guys/hunks/nerds at Poly.
Mum even caught me looking at one of them, then she just smiled to me :x
Make me so shy lahhh~
But, there was 2 guys who made my day pretty well.
1st guy - I saw him at the Mrt.
He was this guy, who I thought looked like Ray bro.
He looked kind of cute.
And I looked at him,
And he looked back.
Then we stared at each other for the past few seconds or so.
Before, I went back to my senses to reply Seng kor's message.
He wasn't goodlooking or anything.
But, I sensed that he was somebody I knew and that had a close connection with.
2nd guy - I saw him on the train to CA.
I think he was suppose to alight at Singapore Expo there.
But he chose to sit opposite me and wait till I alight.
Maybe because, I had alot of bangalas surrounding me in the mrt.
He was afraid I might get hurt or something.
So he just sat there and wait.
Then he just continued to sit in the train,
After he stood up at Singapore Expo station and sat back down after looking at me.
That's like so sweet, but I don't even know who he was.
Sometimes, Singapore has these type of people,
Who don't look caring, but are caring.

I Miss K, I don't know why.
Even though, I can just text him or msn with him now.

FML, I'm going out todayyy!

2009-06-08T10:44:00.001+08:00

:D Yaynesssss.
And I'm going out today.
I'm gonna remove my extensions,
Cos, they make my life horrible.
And I'm gonna meet up with mama.
I hope :o !

Today, I texted my college boyfriend to tell him how terrible I felt about cheating. He replied saying he was so relieved because he had been cheating on me with a girl in his dorm. I was talking about my math exam. FML
- 03/16/2009 at 1:11pm by gentileman

Wow, so if you think your life sucks.
See this :o

Read my future!

2009-06-07T15:59:00.000+08:00

Apparently, there is a person who can.
And I believe what he said.
Don't bother asking what he said.
He said, I'll only meet my future husband after I'm 21.
And, that's like so cool.
Guess when was this all predicted ?
The 2nd day I was born.
He even knows when I'll die.
But, he chose not let me know.
So that I'll have a happy life.
Sweet isn't it ?
--
Nothing much to blog about lately.
Life has been about audi audi audi.
And I feel sad about somethings.
But, who would be there to share what I have and what I don't ?
Seng kor, is such a dumbdumb lah last night D:
Make me so sad ):

Hey! I Love K :D

RESTAURANT CITY!

2009-06-05T16:56:00.000+08:00

Okay, i think I'm like kind of addicted to it.
Hmmms, got to go to tuition soon.
I'm still pissed off with her. if she sits next to me,
I shall run and go sit next to the new guy :x
ARGHHHHS, Okay i shall go paint my nails light pink.
And continue my rantings another day!

P.S I got whatever I want at Bugis today.
My mum was being extra nice :D
And I skipped Maths.
I didn't feel like going.
I really think, I might even turn face at tuition later on.
I really can't stand my friends, who turn my back and piss me off.
Fuuck you.

HI PEOPLE :B

2009-06-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, goodbye is a perfect way to get away.
--
Okay haven't been able to post!
But, I can post now :D
Bought hot pink nail polish alrdy.
But, I only painted one nail.
Random, but what the heck la!
Recently, I'm always getting pissed off by people.
Even by the minor things.
--
To : Noob.
Okay, I know you're very popular in audi.
Or have even closer friends there.
Shan't disturb you anymore.
And don't say sorry anymore.
I do need to learn to play with other people.
I'm a annoyance in everybody's life.
I'm sorry if you missed playing with your friends, just to pei me.
--
Okay, yesterday's stamp competition thingy.
Was really redundant.
I didn't really think i need to go.
Mum's frying fried rice now.
I'm really hungry.
Dad bought a red crumpler bundle for me.
I bought Maths Papers to do too.
I fell down today, because I was thinking about something.
3 days without K ):
He's coming back tmr! YAY :D
Okok, pictures from yesterday.

Pictures :

Toodles!

Arghhhhhhhhs, damn all the copycats.

2009-06-01T08:25:00.000+08:00

Was totally pissed off during yesterday.
Pissed off by Him & Her.

Him - You really know how to make people laugh.
But, sometimes your attitude really sucks.

Her - Because you want to join a tuition that is not meant for your time.
All 4 of us, have to change to fit your timing.
Do you know that, we have lives to live to ?
Just change for you, you think you what ?
If it was the 4 of them, I don't mind.
You, nope.
And don't fuuucking copy me can?
And stop texting me to ask me, where I buy my things can ?
It's friggin' annoying.
And, what me and Yunyue do, You don't have to copy.
Let's make this point blank,
We never really made you part of us during tuition.
So.. FUUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.
From today onwards, I'm not gonna reply your text messages anymore.
You know what's even more cheap about you ?
Asking whether you could join small group for English too.
Cos, you thought it would be free for you too.

Lastly, to K.
Awwwww, you're so cute!
And, thanks for the <3

Edited 4.28pm/

Yay! I went out with Yunyue today.
She's such a dear to me.
We bought our brown bags today.
And I did my extensions, for the first time!
Cos, I didn't want to dye.
But it ain't that obvious.
I may even be able to keep them even after school opens :D
I've to stay at school from 10.30am to 4pm.
This is such a torture.
Audi is getting more and more boring, because of some reasons!
I'm craving for chocolates now.
Gonna meet up with : Seng Kor, Est Mum, SQ Noob.
During the holidays, cause I don't wanna stay at home ):
I wanna go out with 3F people too!
Like Shuwei, she never fails to surprise me :D
Okay bye, peeps.
I'm missing K like hell now.
But, he's at camp so I can't do anything.

Me : Have A Safe trip <3
K : Thks.. <3

This short conversation above, was so heartwarming [:

Irony of everything.

2009-05-30T13:57:00.000+08:00

Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.

I completed A Maths, Chapter 3 of E Maths, Chapter 1 & 2 of Biology Workbook.
Holiday isn't about homework ):
Most likely not dying hair during the holidays alrdy !
Cos, 1st and 2nd week is filled with school,school and school.
I'm feeling upset now.
But, nobody will know how i feel!

And I find him disgusting now. :D

Keep bleeding love.

2009-05-29T09:32:00.000+08:00

Skipped school today.
Declared holiday for myself like one day earlier.
Not much earlier.
There are tons of holiday homework to be completed.
But, I completed A Maths alrdy.
Tryin' to complete E Maths Workbook Exercises by the end of today.
Anyways, My computer is back in action alrdy.
I'm trying to finish blogging earlier.
So that, I can go do homework :D
Oh well, bye peeps.

사랑해요 K, ever since 140408.

Edited/7.32pm

I wanted to cry and die today.
To just realise, I've alot of loved ones.
But, I just don't want to disturb them.
Seng bro wasn't being much of a help.
Just tryin' to tell me to continue living my life.
You know till that moment,
I felt that I was gonna give up on everything.

K gave me hope.
He smsed me, to chat with me.
Telling me that he wanted to get his rank.
And that, he would be leaving on monday till thursday.
I told him to text me, right after his course was over.
And of course, I became encouraging.
& Told him that its good to have dreams.
A few days ago, he even texted me about something private.
When that message came in,
I finally knew that,
This crush on him was worth it.
Whether he felt the same anyways.
To compare K and Hugly.
Even though they might have somethings in common.
Hugly could never replace K.
K was more sensitive, more caring, more polite and has more manners.
I'll always feel ashamed about treating Hugly like my eyecandy.
Cos, he was never worth it, never worth to be called my eyecandy.
I like the way K, smses me.
It'll always start with a : "Hello :D"
That smiley face that appears on my phone will always be so heart-warming.

To you'll out there, you might think.
Have a crush only what, very big deal mehs ?
It ain't a big deal to you.
But, it is to me.
He's not only a friend, but a close-friend.
To have a close-friend like him is nice.

Hey K, Thanks.